Have

I had and now I don’t.

I had a sweet piece of chocolate that got old and sour

I had a flower that blossomed in my arms and now all that is left are the pieces behind.

I had and now I don’t.

I had a tower that deteriorated like sand in the water

I had a pure heart that had no maliciousness and now is full of hatred and revenge.

I want to have but,

There’s no turning back for what’s already gone

Looking ahead at bright stars and shining lights like Times Square

I will move on and be bigger than ever

This power flows through my veins and helps me get back on top

I will be better then ever.

Story of Love

Tell me how I’m going to tell my heart

To forget of all the times I had you on my mattress

I’m lying if I tell you that for me it will be easy

To forget of the day we did it in the hall way

The I way I caressed your hair

And we would be all over the floor

Remember, when we did it in my grandfather’s room

Two maniacs in sex

You kiss me I kiss you

Damn, how do you want me to forget about that

My hands caressed your body

With so much anger

Ahh let me be quiet so I won’t remember

Oh my god, I don’t believe this

You cheated on me and I still desire you

I’m loosing my head

These memories affect me

Sometimes I want to call you to tell you that I miss you

I still remember how we would make love in the bathroom

If everything was fine

Then why the hell was your deception.

My heart isn’t made of clay for you to play with it

I fell in love with the devil in disguise of a man

Cuipd failed me in love again .

My heart hurts

 I miss you

You cheated on me and I still love you. 

Oh Sandy !

Never Imagined the water would reach that far.

Looking outside my window.

Cars floating

People screaming

Sounds of explosions and sirens.

The ocean came to my house

Oh Sandy !

The lights went out

All was pitch black like a dark tunnel.

Flashlights everywhere.

Dark hallways with candles lighting up corners

Was a norm twelve days

Twelve days in the dark.

With just a radio in hand

Oh Sandy !

Now recovering a little

Of the aftermath that she left.

The world seems somewhat deserted

It just don’t seem the same.

Skies aren’t as bright as before.

Sidewalks don’t seem as safe to walk on.

Trees missing, yanked from their roots.

Oh Sandy !

We will recover

Skies will no longer be grey

Mother nature, mad no more.

Houses will be built again

Trees planted

Cars running

Oh Sandy !

Goodbye Sandy ! 

Illusioned

Life is like a castle

A castle built of illusions

Illusions that disillusion

When it all tumbles down

I just don’t understand how you killed my world

And I still die with anxiety to adore you

If only you were here

I know my world would be different.